Kindlings of my heart
I work at place where I’m confused emotionally. I see many serving the common good, but trapped in worlds of their own, unable to break free. Cornered by fate and pushed forward to survive, they are masters in their fields. Their diversity is their stronghold, their simpleness their humility
Amidst such a crowd, I’m rendered helpless, as I am to sympathize, rejoice and live as they do. One most intriguing character is ******. Simple, charm, innocently flirtatious, and knowledgeable, she stands out from the crowd. She has a great ability to catch the hearts of people and twiddle with their feelings… especially mine.
Though completely ignorant of my world, ignorant of my delights, she is very concentrated on the one love of her life… medicine. Fate has been hard on her, and never has love blinded her. She acts according to her rationale, never crossing the borders. She intuitively feels danger and avoids it. Completely ignorant to the vibrations of others, she lives in her own cave, haunted by the fearful echoes at night. A dreamer at heart, scared to make a mistake, she ventures through life enjoying her latest victory of finishing med school.
Her principle is simple. Just pass through the miseries of life, and not to indulge in them. Brave to take on any challenge, she is firm and of strong character.
Her far sighted knowledge makes me admire her. Her complete ignorance of the world and it’s partialities angers me. Her serenity evokes respect in me. Her bluntness dismays me. Her open heartedness dissolves me. Her rebelliousness frightens me.
Rebellious at heart, only her rationale and kind heartedness overpowers it. This is her saving. Searching for all the answers in life, she looks to find a person who she can look up to. Someone she can adore, someone she can worship. The search is on….
